Here are some pictures of Sky trying to hide from the camera. He used everything but the kitchen sinc to block his face. A baby, A ball, A bag, and a blanket.
"Sky, thats alot of red dots." ....."Yeah, I have bad acne :("
Halloween. Woohoo
Here are some pictures of Sky trying to hide from the camera. He used everything but the kitchen sinc to block his face. A baby, A ball, A bag, and a blanket.
ER visit tomorrow.
Ok so I am one to hide when something is wrong from Sky, He has this evil way of pestering me until I either call the doctor of get aggravated and he gets the point to stop pestering for an hour. Since our miscarriage in very early August some funky things have been going on. I have been switched to 2 different medicines to try to stop the problem. With the problem not ceasing to stop I now have to look at the long term possible issues here.
If you go to WebMD and type in my symptoms you get 4 STDs (Which I have 0 of) 1 preterm labor (Not pregnant) 1 "foreign object" stuck somewhere it shouldnt be (DO you REALLY need WebMD to tell you there is a large object stuck somewhere it shouldnt be??) and 4-5 different cancers.......(this one is what got me)
DO you know what the cure is for any kind of uterine cancer? Well step one is a complete hysterectomy (Remove your uterus and your cervix) I need both of those to have the daughter I have always dreamed about, Hell to have the other child (Boy or Girl) I have always dreamt of. Step 2 (If the cancer remains) is to start chemo/radiation/and hormone treatment.
Tonight in the shower I swear I stood there crying for a good 20 mins. I just couldnt get over the fact that "IF" I was to have cancer then I would never see the sweet face of baby#2. Then I went on to think.........I just had to go to the doctor, I might love my second child to the moon and back before he/she is here but there not the ones that would be affected by the absence of a momma. My sweet boy
Yes that one right there, would be the one who is crushed. I am the one who he clings to when he has a bad dream, The one who dries his tears when someone told him no (Usually me that does that to) I have no doubt in my mind that Sky wouldnt do an amazing job, But I am sure he to would like me here.
So finally I decided to shave my legs and put my big girl panties on, Then I chickened out when I got in the car. (I have a major fear of doctors....any kind of doctor) I also am petrified of having a male doctor (No offense if you are one) I am just a modest girl and you probably don't wanna look at my private areas as much as I don't want you to......
Needless to say, I will let you know (If its not to personal) What it is tomorrow night, For now. I will lay here (since I cant sleep) and troll BBC some more :) Oh and WOOOHOOOOO for my first fan ♥ YAYYYY
Narrowed down?!
So maybe I have narrowed down our girlie list SOME!
I finally have these following names Skylar approved :D YAY!
I also have him won over on the name Pippa Eloise ♥ WOOHOO
Pippa Eloise
Evelyn Claire
Ava Eloise
Ella Renee
(Sky switched it from Elle to Ella)
Teagan Rose
Finley Rhea
Phoebe Renee
Evelyn Rose
Evelyn Brielle
Elaina Claire
Fiona Kate
SO be a doll and go vote, see which ones you love the most.
I know that I am interested in your thoughts.
Truett Dean
Wow, I cant believe my sweet and innocent tiny bundle is almost 31 months old! WOAH! Am I crazy, Time has gone by so fast. I still remember the helacious labor, the not numb at all C-Section and the no sleep nights. What it would be like to hold my sweet 7 pound 7 ounce baby boy again. To see him smile and be amazed by anything. To see his eyes light up at everything because its all new to him. I am so proud of the little man I have today. My days of "No, Momma" and "Here put Woody's hat back on 1,000,000 times" is so worth it. We recently got to the top of the mountain of potty training, and with a snap he clung to it in just 3 days. He LOVES Toy Story. He has the original Woody doll which he carries EVERYWHERE! From using the potty to sleeping, He would take it in the bath if I allowed him. Yesterday he turned down playing in the play area in the mall (He usually loves this) because he would have to put down Woody while he did. Mommy didnt want him to lose Woody's hat. How cute was that. Needless to say Skylar nor I pushed him to much to go play. I am always afraid that he will catch a cold from there anyways. Skylar always laughs at me because I have this fear of touching public....anything :) Anyways, Looking through pictures and I almost cried :( Will post so everyone can see my handsome tater tot.
Truett Dean 7 pounds 7 ounces, Perfect!!!
Sweet potato waiting to leave the hospital ♥
Names with bad meanings
Ok so, I am a sucker for baby names. I love them. I know here in the next year Sky and I are looking into gender selection through IVF for a daughter. This has me thinking. I love the name Mallory, I just love itttt!!! Considering that its meaning is "unlucky" Had me searching for other names with equally bad meanings.
Adolf:Self explainitory
Audrey:closely assosiated with the word tawdry
Aubrey: Elf- Kingdom
Baya: Ugly looking
Bertha:has come to be assosiated with "Big Bertha"
Calvin: Little bald one
Cameron: Crooked nose
Campbell: Crooked mouth
Cassandra: Entangler of men
Claud(e): Crippled
Damien: The bad one or Unborn (Used alot as the bad guy in movies)
Deidre: Brokenhearted
Desdemona: Ill fated
Electra:has come to be assosiated with Freud's Electra comlex
Emily: Rival
Emlyn: Rival
Evelyn: Bird like woman
Gladys: Lame
Jezebel: Domination
Job: Persecuted
Jocasta: Woe sdorned
Kennedy: Ugly head
Leah: Weary
Lilith: Of the night (Believed to be Satans wife)
Madison: Ugly
Mara: Bitter
Mary: Bitter
Melanie: Dark or Dressed in black
Melville: Bad town
Patsy: Homosexual in australia
Persephone: Bearer of death
Portia: Pig
Sorrel: Sour
Tristram: Sad
Uranus:simply because of how some people pronounce it!!
Sick, Sick Baby
SO today in our house everyone is sick :( Sky was sick a few days ago and True seemed to get it. After waking up at 1am last night and staying up till 4am we are tired too.
He jas been having a stuffy and runny nose the last 2 days, but when he woke up today it seemed so much worse.
He cant breathe without you hearing the difficulty he has. So what does the Jaxon home when their sick? We lounge around in our Pjs and watch Toy Story 1,2 & 3. True is propped up on his Toy Story couch, covered up by his Toy Story blanket, Holding Woody while he watches Toy Story 1. Haha this we have over done it here? I think not.
On a new topis, I have been trying to paint my nails for 2 DAYS now....I know I am a lazy fingernail painer :D It was half done yesterday. I have a thing about my nails having to be perfect. Anyways there finally done!!!! (Done while eating some hot soup, if I might add)
